Until he gets here.
My inner control freak is freaking out.
Cant talk to him on the phone to make sure things are going smoothly.
Skipped breakfast because stomach was icky, head was hurting, i'm shaking so bad its hard to type.
AAAAAAGHHH, ITS FINALLY FUCKING HAPPENING.
Why cant he be safely on the ground now!?! Thats what 98% of my worries are!!!!